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The calmness in between

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I find immense joy in working outside my designated workstation area, particularly during weather like this. It offers a serene and tranquil ambiance, allowing me to revel in the simple pleasures. Savoring a steaming cup of coffee from my favorite mug while being enveloped by the gentle white noise that surrounds me, I feel a sense of contentment. The temperature is just right, neither too cold nor too hot, and a refreshing breeze announces the approaching storm, gently caressing my skin. One of my favorite moments to work is between 3 am and 4 am. It is a time of quietude, peace, and solitude, where it's just me and my thoughts. During these hours, I prefer to stay indoors, allowing time to pass by. It's a time for reflection, for my thoughts and dreams to wander freely. It is during these moments that I realize my desire to break free from the monotony of everyday life and truly experience all that life has to offer, rather than merely surviving. However, amidst this longing ...

Valenzuela City People's Park

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It has been eight days since my last post on this site. In this new article, I would like to take you through a day of activity my son and I have been engaged in. On May 26th, Liam and I visited Valenzuela People's Park. But before delving further into that, let me provide you with some information about the park. Valenzuela City People's Park was established in February 2015. It is open from 6 AM until 10 PM. Within the park, you will find an amphitheater, a playground, and a workout area. One of the remarkable features of this park is its inclusivity. It caters to kids, pets, and is bicycle-friendly. Moreover, the park is conveniently located near several establishments such as the Valenzuela New and Old City Hall, Malinta National High School, Malinta Elementary School, ValMaSci, and the PWD School around Valenzuela. Additionally, the park is in proximity to McDonald's, Jollibee, Chowking, and South Supermarket. A favorable time to visit the park is around 4 PM when the ...

6 years and counting ..

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It's been 6 years since you died. Six years of yearning and loneliness. Many years have passed, and I'm still grieving your loss. I wonder what would happen if you were still alive today. Would you be proud of what I've become? Would you be happy and support me in my life choices? I still remember the time I chose my lover over you, December 25th, 2016. It was Christmas Day, and I chose to spend this special day with someone who would later break my heart. I still remember how you cried because I left you. I remember what you felt on that day, and I'm sorry. I still regret not spending the limited time we had together. I took you for granted, thinking you would always be there for me, but I was wrong. I wasn't able to properly ask for your forgiveness, or should I say, I never asked for your forgiveness while you were alive. Now that you're gone, I feel foolish asking for something I know you won't be able to respond to. I am so sorry, Mama. I'm sorry th...

A New Start

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To my dearest readers, Welcome to my space, where you will witness my thoughts, experiences, ideals, and aspirations in life. In this blog, you will delve into my world as a mother to a child with autism and a call center representative, as I strive to maintain my sanity on this journey, we call life. There are several reasons why I embarked on this blogging venture: 1. I want to document my life experiences for my son. 2. I fear forgetting the precious moments that shape my life, and lastly, 3. I yearn to truly live. Currently, I am uncertain where to begin or what to share on this platform. Nevertheless, I hope to faithfully capture and share my memories with you, whether they be joyous or sorrowful. Thank you for your unwavering support! Sincerely, Hyenna 💓